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2009-06-30T20:31:00.004+08:00

Today i received a letter from HOTA. HOTA means Human Organ Transplant Act. It is part of the law.

The letter is about organ transplant.. It says HOTA allows for the kidneys, liver, heart and corneas of all Singapore Citizens and Permanent Residents, above the age of 21, to be used for the purpose of transplantation after their death unless they have specifically objected to this in their lifetime.

So it basically means that if you did not object to it, you are obligated to donate out your organs for life-saving purposes. Haha.. so if you want to object, you better take note of this.

Personally, i will not object to it. I even decided to not only donate my organs for life-saving purposes but also for education, treatment and research purposes.

Haha.. You will be thinking that i will die without a complete corpse?? But think about this, when you are dead, does having a complete corpse matters?

Either way, you will still be dead.

So i decided to donate my organs out so that other people can benefit from it.

Will you do the same?

2009-06-07T21:35:00.009+08:00

Have you ever wondered what if the person you loved is a robot or a machine built to not feel pain or any feelings? Even if there is pain or feelings, it is just data which can be deleted afterwards? Imagine that the robot looks like a real human and the robot or machine seemed to be perfect in every single way and is able to do what humans can't do. Will that be a ideal lover??

Will you even go as far to marry or spend your remaining life with this robot knowing that he/she is a robot? Knowing that she do not feel pain or have any feelings? Knowing that she obeys your commands and does not have any opinions of her own?

Falling in love with that robot might be possible. Let's say you started living with the robot. You buy it in the first place to help you in your work. But spending time with the robot everyday makes you realised that you are falling in love with it. It cares for you when you are sick. It shows you care and concern when you are down. It takes good care of you when you are hurt. Perfect in every single way. Will you marry that robot? Even it was a robot, you can never delete the memories you have with it. To the robot, it may be data. But to you, a human, it is a memory. You won't be able to delete it. It doesn't matter whether it is a robot or not, you can't erase the fact that you spent time with the robot and fell in love with it. The robot might not feel it but it is a memory to you.

If the guy is me, i would marry the robot too. Because to me, i can't deny the times that i have with the robot. It might mean nothing to a robot but to a human, it means a lot. Even though i might be laughed at, i will still marry that robot because i love the robot for who she is and not what she is.

If you find this interesting, you can check out this love story between a human guy and a robot girl. It is quite a touching story. Very nice. But it is an anime. So if you want to watch it, be prepared for cartoony stuff.

the link is http://sky7anime.net/anime/episodes/chobits

2009-05-29T00:14:00.002+08:00

I really hate my personality now.. I hate being a perfectionist.. I want everything to be perfect but still i know that not everything can be perfect. So contradicting.. The more i want things to be perfect, the less perfect it turns out to be.

I dun dislike being kind and gentle person but still i know sum people take advantage of me. They think i know nothing but sorry to inform that i am not as naive or clueless as you think.. Step over the line and out you go...

Being a emotional person sucks at times. Till now i am unable to forget my ex-girlfriend.. It has already been 1 year and a half since we broke up. But still i carry sum feelings for her.. What a sad personality.. I wonder when i can really let it go..

oh well.. many of you might think these personalities are good.. but having it means lots of problems.. So pls dun take advantage of this and try to make me do something i do not want to do..

2009-05-10T09:55:00.012+08:00

sorry for the late post!!!i have been busy for quite a while now..so no time to blog..haha..but now here's my post!! my mum juz came back frm hokkaido and bought lots of food with her!!!! i noe jh u will be jealous.. i gave sum to mh but u so busy cannot give to you..all the hokkaido munchies!!!

choco in between 2 thin sheets of biscuits!!! (the nicest!!)

thats how it looks like!!!

box of the choco biscuits..in chinese is called 白的恋人. (idiotic couples..LOL..)

choco potato chips!!!godly...not salty at all!!!

box full of tibits...haha..

fresh premium hokkaido potato fried and packeted!!!super nice!!!

Choco bar with blueberry and white choco flavour!!!WOW!!

the box of the choco bar!!!all the packaging are so niceeee..

honeydew jellies!!!!dis one is nice too!!!

i still have honeydew sweeets and a lot more other stuff but my family finished it before i could take pics.. oh well.. jealous?? go hokkaido!!!!

2009-04-23T16:43:00.002+08:00

Today i heard bells ringing at the carpark near my home..that sound was very familiar..it might be familiar to some of you too.

It is the ICE CREAM MAN!!.

Those people who rode around in bikes selling ice cream. I had the temptation to buy from him as i missed the ice cream i bought like that alot of years ago.

i wished time would reverse going back to when i was a child. i remembered i like buying this kind of ice cream although it is not hiagen diaz or swensen..At that time i dun even noe wat is hiagen diaz or swensen.

To me that ice cream is just like heaven to me. It is my hiagen diaz. Every now and then, when the ice cream man came, i would bug my mum to buy one for me.

The feeling was sweet and nice..

Heart-warming too..

Gone are the days when people sell ice cream like that..

i missed my childhood days of not doing anything and i miss my friends soooo much...

2009-03-20T01:55:00.001+08:00

OMG...this one also true..!!!

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most girls who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most girls find it easy to fall for a guy like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Girls see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, girls are going to flock to your side.
Your girlfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your girlfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx

2009-03-20T01:52:00.001+08:00

THIS IS QUITE TRUE!!!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2009-02-12T20:06:00.001+08:00

I locked myself away in my own world.

I never realised how lonely i was until now.

So alone.

My friends seemed so near yet so far.

I never realised how changed i am.

My character.

My personality.

My actions.

All have changed.

I didn't want to admit it till now. I am not the JJ i was when i was in JC. I cannot make jokes like i did in JC. Jokes weren't as funny as i thought it would be anymore. I am losing my touch. Why is this happening to me? From the day i enter army, my life took a drastic turn. Everything around me crumbles. Tumbling down. Crashing down.

15 March 2007, the day when my reality came falling down into a deep bottomless hole.

I lost my love. I lost my family. I lost my smile. Will it be found again? I hope so...

Unpredictable Life.

Cruel Life.

I want to break away from my own world. It is time to come back to reality. I want away from this loneliness. I want life to be as happy as before. I want to smile like i did before.

I want all those things back.

But Life can never go back to the way it was before.

This is reality.

My reality.

Welcome to my reality.

2009-01-31T02:16:00.003+08:00

Just as predicted, my parents are getting a divorce.. Will life stay the same?? i think it will.. oh well.. I don't know whether to be sad or angry.. Could it be because i already predicted it will happen so now i don't even feel anything when they say they going to divorce???

Even though they divorcing but life must still go on... I couldn't stop there and dwell on this topic.. Like any other son will do is to stand by the parent he wans to follow and give him or her moral support.. I wonder what will life be like in the future??? Happy Chinese New Year.. Mine is neither a sad nor a happy one..

2009-01-26T09:16:00.002+08:00

Woots..!!! Now it is the once a year Chinese New Year... Imagine all the bak kwa and all the hong paos you will get!!! Hais but i have ulcers already.. T.T so sad... i cannot eat my bak kwa.. Who got bak kwa?? can you donate me some?? My family decided not to buy bak kwa as it is too expensive this year... Haha.. Oh well.. it is only 1 year without bak kwa.. I won't die anyway.. Had reunion dinner at my grandma house.. It was a small steamboat session.. Warm and cozy.. Hmm... But looking at my grandma i think she is quite pitiful..

Day by day, i see her get weaker and weaker... She seems alright on the outside but struggling with illness.. People do not just get well like that.. I just wish she would get well soon and wish her operations all successful..!!!

Anyway..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2009-01-01T18:39:00.003+08:00

Facing a possible death of my grandma and an impending divorce between my parents, i celebrated my new year.. Face every problem with a smile, that's what i wanted to do.. Not to be defeated easily and stand up when i fall.. Life has never been easy but my determination to go through Life will never be wavered.. Now, my new year wish is for my grandma to get well and my parents to reconcil... Nobody said these things will be done easily but i believed i could get it done.. To all my family and friends out there, I love you all and wish you all the best!! Gambate neH!!!

I want to try the chicken rice cookie at Cookie Musuem!!!

Here's sum food for thought!!

Korean BBQ!!

Dessert!!

Cheese Cake at TCC cineleisure!

Hokkaido Restaurant At Paradiz!!

Mouth-Watering Appeitisers??

2008-12-06T13:51:00.002+08:00

Life's a bore and yet it plays tricks on us humans.. My grandma has been diagnosed with kidney cancer.. So unlucky?? You bet.. But she is quite lucky now.. cos the cancer cells aren't spreading.. We told her to watch her diet but she still eats all those junk food.. Oh well.. Now there are 3 options.. She go for the operation and remove her kidney or she don't go for the operation and see how it goes or she remove part of her kidney but risk a large chance of relapse.. Hard to decide??? Take a gamble.. Depends on your luck.. My family tree seems to have a large number of people contracting cancer.. Maybe i will be next.. My headaches seems to happen more frequently.. Brain tumor?? And guess wat.. For doing nothing, i will get to have a house for free.. They wan to put my grandma house under my name.. I was like i dun wan the house.. DO NOT PUT MY NAME!! Responsibility is what i hate to bear.. Too much i will explode.. Hope grandma gets well soon..

2008-11-10T08:07:00.001+08:00

OMG..now i m going to be confined in camp for 3 weeks.. TILL the end of november!!!and i will be spending my birthday in camp!!!so sad rite??haha..oh well..guess you can stop it from happening.. JUZ 4 more months left.. hais.. The time that i have been awaiting for is finally feeeling closer and closer.. ORD loh..!! i wonder what i will do on the dae i ord.. Ord treat all my frens?? haha.. dun worry... i promise to treat you all i will keep my promise de..haha.. STUCK IN CAMP FOR 3 WHOLE WEEKS.. I am going to buy all the tibits and snacks in le.. Get ready your countdown timers ploX..

P.S. : i don't have ORD parade so no ORD parade doesn't mean i wun ORD.

2008-10-19T11:11:00.002+08:00

Yet another week has passed..when i reached home i realised my mum is into jap cooking now.. she keeps making at these jap food for us to try.. lol.. it was so random.. it's not bad though.. She made these beancurd fried in sum batter and den she added miso soup as the sauce.. I dunnoe wat issit called but most probably jh will noe wat issit called.. Quite nice..

Then i have no idea whether is it because of my humor or because of my mum's character. Everytime we argue, we will always end up laughing at sum lame thing.. I find that my mum is quite "cute".. haha.. One moment we are arguing so loudly and shouting across the flat, then we can break into laughter and the tense moment will be gone.. Oh well.. That's quite good right??

2008-09-26T16:51:00.001+08:00

Went to ikea today with jh..woots...saw so many stuff i want buy...my chairs, my "metal" kitchen stuff..haha..oh well..need so much money to buy..jus dunnoe why i juz like to go to ikea to look at the furniture..go there to imagine wat will your future house look like..how will it look like when you stay there together with ur loved one..dats why i liked to go ikea..me and jh at the hot dogs and the ice cream there..!!!the ice cream is nice!!how i wish i can have enuff money to buy the furnitures..

But the moment i stepped into Ikea, i had a flashback.. I thought about her.. We used to come Ikea to look at the furniture and to imagine what our future house will look like.. We even planned what furniture to put inside.. We were so loving.. Those memories suddenly flooded my mind just like that.. Right now, i just feel like crying..

2008-08-30T01:35:00.003+08:00

我谮经那么的爱她,也深深的爱过她。我为她掉了不少的泪，我对她说过的永远再也达不到了。和她创造的回忆永远都刻在我心上，我永远也不会把它忘了。当她对我说她已忘了这些只属于我们俩的记忆，我的心就在那一刻死了。在那下雨天里，我默默地哭了。我很希望她能回到我的身旁，但我知道这是不可能的事。怎样的雨和怎样的夜能让你更想恋，天要多大和天要多黑才能有你的体贴。眼泪干了，我已不再伤心了。请原谅我，我没办法求面对你。我为了挽救我们俩只见的爱情，牺牲了自己的感情，只换来了更多的伤害。我宁愿自己爱着你也不要你痛苦的喜欢我。原谅我把你赶走，原谅我说已不爱你了。我从来没后悔爱过你，与你分享过的每一刻都是开心的时光，使我难忘。希望你能看得到这些。我已决定继续走下去那没有你的生活了，也会找另一位女友。但是我不会忘记和你拥有过的谮经。谢谢你给我的所有。

2008-08-17T16:57:00.003+08:00

Long ago people kept thinking of how to attain immortality..Everyone go for it.. Immorality is so desirable.. People will kill for it.. They are even people who tried to make immortality medicine to make themselves immortal.. No matter how hard they try, they couldn't make themselves immortal.. when it is time for you to leave this world, it is your time.. there is no cheating Death itself.. Immortality could be said unattainable.. But what if i say you could actually attain immortality?? Would you believed it?? One thing that stays in our human brain are memories.. Memories are things that can't be erased with a push of a button.. To attain immortality you would have to create memories of your own in other people's memories.. That way you will stay immortal forever with people remembering you as always.. Like Albert Einstein and other famous people.. In a way they are immortal because people always remember them.. They won't fade away with time as they are to important to forget.. The creator of the light bulb and the one who brought stuff like movies to our world.. He will remain forever in our minds, never to die and never to be forgotten.. Do you aspire to be like him?? I do.. Cos i create wonderful memories with my friends and so do they create beautiful memories for me..

2008-08-12T16:04:00.002+08:00

woots back from camp..took a long week off..haha..going back todae though..hais..still 7 more months to ORD..so long more to go..but still soon le...can't wait for that day to get my freedom back..freedom smells so sweet now..oh well...wait and wait and wait..i wan go out!!!so long never go out le..so busy and so little time to go out..

2008-08-03T09:12:00.002+08:00

till now, my sore throat cum throat inflammation still havent got ani better yet...lol..but now at least my throat dun fill that pain animore... i can't sing.. T.T my voice sounds so MANLY..lol... i can't stand it sia.. Get well quick!!! and DO NOT tempt me to go eat nice food!!!
'WARNING : JJ WILL BITE YOU..!'
haha..oh well..the mummy is coming out!!!i wan go watch but no time..see how first bah..most likely going to watch with jh..jh u organise!!i dun care!!ur skool reopen le!!haha..weeee...i wan go skool oso cannot...wan join army??sign on loh..haha..ORD LOH...

2008-07-27T12:08:00.003+08:00

sian..having a terrible sore throat now...zzz..later still going out with mh to chomp chomp..OMG!! how to eat the food at chomp with sore throat like dat.. i just had the worse-looking tasty drink ever... it is totally not appealling...aniwae it looks like sum water then u mix the paint brushes with paint in..u get the picture?

Yuck?

2008-07-26T13:48:00.004+08:00

cannot think of what to do so i typed a autobiography of my sad and happy stuff in my life..

在我0岁的时候，我的屁股被扎了一针，我出生了！
在我1岁的时候，我开始玩耍，学习讲话。
在我2岁的时候，我讲了我人生中的第一个字。
在我3岁的时候，我学会了走路。
在我4岁的时候，我开始上学堂，认识新朋友。
在我5岁的时候，我盼望着可以上小学。
在我6岁的时候，我把老师给弄倒了，老师没生气，还能体谅我。
在我7岁的时候，我又把她给弄倒了，她扭伤了脚，就没来学校了。
在我8岁的时候，我和班上的学生打架，被罚站在教室外。
在我9岁的时候，我买了我第一架电脑！
在我10岁的时候，我伪造我爸爸的签名，被他打了一吨。
在我11岁的时候，我开始读书希望能考进一个好的中学。
在我12岁的时候，我考到了4 A's, 考进了海星中学。
在我13岁的时候，我结交了我现在的四位好友。
在我14岁的时候，我开始流浪在网咖，一天到晚玩电脑。
在我15岁的时候，我开始补习数学，因此爱上了数学。
在我16岁的时候，我考了O 水准考试，得到了 3 A1, 2 B3, 2 C6。考进SRJC。
在我17岁的时候，我进了1s12，遇到了嘉慧这个讨厌又贪吃的女生。 xD
在我18岁的时候, 我深深爱上了她，谈了第一场恋爱。
在我19岁的时候，我进了兵，也和她分手了。
在我20岁的时候，尽情期待，25/11/2008 写上。

This is my rough biography, can't remember much when i was like 0 to 6 years old...tried to type all i could remember...haha..enjoy... xD

2008-07-20T10:25:00.002+08:00

ytd went to chomp chomp for dinner with jh and rach..tried to order almost all the goood food in chomp chomp but we ate until nth left for us to eat..den we left with a half filled stomach..lolss..chomp chomp needs a revamp soon..keep eating the same thing will get bored de..haha..the jh and rach both keep gossiping abt certain ppl..aiyo..GIRLS...decide next time go where for outing and i wanna catch minghui cos she still has my vodka with her!!!haha..i finally found my favourite song!!!!listen to it!!!it's 伍佳辉的虽然我愿意!!!haha..veri nice... go try and listen to it..

2008-07-13T11:07:00.002+08:00

Just had this thought...I was wondering if i were to disappear totally for a day.. I wonder will the people around me be worried? will they notice that i am gone? will they be like 'Where is junjie??' I know this thought is abit depressing like dat but i ensured you that i am not depressed and neither am i going to jump off the building or something.. Havent you guys give it a thought? What will you think will happen? A islandwide manhunt or they just think that you will sooner or later just pop back into their life as if nothing has happen?? Think about it.. Do what i say make sense? By seeing the reaction of the people around you, you can tell how much they cared about you and how much you are in their heart.. Do you weigh enough to occupy a place in their hearts? Life is ever so unpredictable.. It's true that you might one day just disappear but your memories you created will forever stay in the people's hearts..

2008-07-11T02:36:00.005+08:00

today went out with jh, phillip and alex..haha..went to the irish pub where lishan worked...actually the main point is to visit her...haha..she still lao yang zi...haha..never change at all..lols...and jh arh...getting from bad to worse..she getting more and more tiam jiat..haha..juz a chilli crab dip and she like hungry ghost like dat..lol..oh well...haha..SIAO!!and she drink until whole so red like tomato like dat...shld have took a pic of her face loh...when you all wanna go clubbing??call me along!!!i bought myself a polo tee!!finally got it..haha..nx week outing is chomp chomp!!!i wan eat chicken rice and stingray...!!quick who wan go msg me!!

raspberry cheesecake!!

marble cheesecake!!

super big cup of iced milk tea from MOS burger!!

2008-07-04T15:17:00.002+08:00

woots..juz came back frm SAF day parade..Who got watch channel 8 news??got see me inside the parade or not???haha...got President there leh..Big shot sia..haha..8 more mths to ORD loh..counting down now..time to take a good rest liao..hey so who wan to go taiwan with me??still havent reply me yet..quick quick..need to book tics de...haha...sian stuck at home...i wan to go out!!!i havent buy my cardigan yet!!!

2008-06-21T11:46:00.003+08:00

watch this!!! its freaking funni..xiao zhu realli darn pro...i want to learn from him..haha..

2008-06-09T11:35:00.001+08:00

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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You scored as Education/Counseling

You should strongly consider majoring in Education, such as early childhood education, middle childhood education, secondary education, or related majors (e.g., Vocational Education, Special Education, P.E./Physical Education).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology is a great minor for education majors. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Education/Counseling

94%

Mathematics/Statistics

94%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

94%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

88%

Psychology/Sociology

75%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

75%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

75%

HR/BusinessManagement

69%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

69%

English/Journalism/Comm

69%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

63%

Visual&PerformingArts

56%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

44%

Religion/Theology

44%

You scored as a Education/Counseling

You should strongly consider majoring in Education, such as early childhood education, middle childhood education, secondary education, or related majors (e.g., Vocational Education, Special Education, P.E./Physical Education).

2008-06-07T21:50:00.005+08:00

todae went out with daniel, bear and zhenyao..haha..we went to the Cathay.. It brings back lots of memories.. We went to watch moviess!!! At first we will like so little movies to watch.. Cos its like sum watch dis alreadi and sum watch dat..so in the end we decided o watch Sex And The City. I know you all will think its abit gay for four guys to watch this kind of movies together.. Haha.. Aiya which year issit already??? No such gender crap le.. LoL.. It was a great movie.. The story was nice and if girls watch le can cry de..haha.. Oh ya..!!! The dinner we had was like omggg... If i write it here, jh will be jealous.. haha.. It's the nicest noodles ever!!! Although it got this 'China' flavour but it is very nice.. Zhenyao sae's his noodles taste like indian curry.. lolss.. The taste is strong and lasts in your mouth.. I shall let the pics do the talking!!

This has the most taste!!!

zhenyao's food!!

Ben and Jerry's StrawBerry Cheesecake Ice Cream Shake!!!

2008-06-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

谢谢你们总是陪我分享，不能跟情人说的话，谢谢你们替我收藏，不能跟情人说的话，这六个月以来有了你们的陪伴，让我开心地度过伤心的日子，也因为有了你们我才发觉朋友的重要信，你们在我最伤心的时候，用笑声陪我度过了那段日子。也就是因为有了你们，我才能感受到只有朋友给的幸福。为了她，我牺牲了很多时间和爱心但是换来的不是她的爱而是伤害。我已经为她留下了不少的泪水。我不要再为她而哭了，我只想和我的朋友开开心心的玩和笑。虽然我还在期待着她的回来，但是我真的不知道我有没有勇气去见她一面。过去就让它过去吧。一心追着自己的过去是没有意义的。是时候接受一段新的恋情了吧。想做我女朋友的人欢迎报名！朋友们，想找我逛街打我的电话号码！晚安！

2008-05-24T20:44:00.002+08:00

tomorrow's my mum's birthdae..but i can't celebrate with her cos got guard duty...wth...so sian.. i had to do all the guard duty cos the rest of the ppl went to catch mas selemat...so unfair but no choice..hais...i wan to go home and rest...been so long since i rest for a veri long while le...looking forwards to going to the taiwan goods distributor...haha..jh u better dun get lost hor!!or else i chop u!!!haha...

2008-05-18T13:16:00.002+08:00

opps!!!so long nv post le..haha..i m back from taiwan!!!!haha...people i miss you so much!!!!woots..haha..taiwan got so much stuff to shop and eat..especially eating!!i m planning a taiwan outing when i ord!! who wans come sign up and register!!!haha.. the instant noodles is nice lohhhhh... i will miss taiwan alot.. it feels like its the place that i shld belong.. haaha... since i so 'cheena' i shld stay in taiwan!!!lols.. i wan migrate to taiwan!!! if u all wanna ask me got see ping lang mei or not, the answer is 'DON'T HAVE!!'.. haha.. all the mei abit auntie arh.. ewwwww.. will upload the photos soon!!! darn.. i m hooked onto Cyndi Wang's songs again..

2008-04-08T11:45:00.007+08:00

woots...going to taiwan soon...dunnoe what's going to happen there but will tell u the stories when i get back.. ^.^ haha..before going to taiwan my mum took me and my bro for a farewell dinner!!!weeee...we went to this seafood teppanyaki buffet restaurant at novena..its called Vienna..quite ex loR!!!everything there is like seafood..shark's fin, abalone, unagi, prawns, crabs and many many more!! mouth-watering eh?? haha.. upload sum pics for u all to see.. =P the dessert is awesome..tell u a secret..i went to "kope" all the differeent kinds of dessert and put it on my table and eat... o.0 another thing..there is choco fondue oso...lol..see you all in 1 months time..dun miss me kae??hehe..

VIENNA!!

dessert!!

juice in test tube = juicy test tube??

cocktail anione??

dessert again??

2008-03-16T20:22:00.001+08:00

Paiseh arh my frens.. havent been blogging for a long time le..Have been trying to organise my feelings back to the way it was before but oh well..it still takes time..haha.. thx for pei-ing me my friends.. haha.. Hmm.. let's see.. I went ntu open house.. i tink i shld get into ntu le.. all my frens are there.. might as well.. Friends are the best sia.. hehe.. i wan get into NTU!!! i apply le..I applied chem, com sci, com engin, common engin blah blah blah... haha.. hope i get positive results soon.. going to change my blogskin soon... wait and see!!

2008-03-02T15:35:00.004+08:00

its been long since i posted..haha..been quite busy this few weeks dun even have time to go out..haha..juz wanted to have sum quiet time for myself..so long alreadi still havent take ani time off to rest..might be doing it soon..ROC here i come!!! time to go taiwan and eat!!!weee.. i wan try the chicken chop thingy over there!!! haha.. oh well.. din noe bugis had a new food court!! looks nice!!! went out with lishan last week.. and lishan!!! stop eating mussels!!! lol..order so much cannot finish!! haha..

bugis new food court!!!

food!!! mussels.. lishan's favourite... o.0

2008-02-11T17:11:00.000+08:00

woots..its new year!!! yay!!i m going to get lots of ang bao!!! weee... hope i can get lor...my relatives like all gone le..dis year might b abit boring and sian cos have to go back to camp hais..i wan to have a normal life!!!another 1 year and 3 mths left!!!

moussiee

ang baos!!!

2008-02-07T17:08:00.000+08:00

who would understand what i m going thru now??no one can know what i m feeling now..so much things happened at the same time..i dun even have time to catch my breath yet..i wan things to end..i wan my life back to normal..i wan to live happily..with her..if i have five lives..i wish i could fall in love with the same her five times over and over again..i miss you..

2008-02-03T13:07:00.000+08:00

Chinese new year is here!!!wootSs...haha..weeeee... finally can get lots of hongbaos...heyyyy... where's all my ang paos?? wahahaa..!!! i m coming to collect all of them... have them prepared hors!!! muahahahs... hmm.. finally got out of camp.. going to have quite a break next week.. hehe.. hais.. so tired... both mentally, emotionally and physically.. wan to have a long break frm all this.. make myself happy.. enjoy life now!!! hohoho.. who wan jio me out??? haha... required advanced bookings.. pls call this number 9*******.. haa... cats are cute!!!!

2008-01-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

hohoho... going to book in le... yet again.. din go out..actually wanted to meet LS, mh, jh they all de..but they had sth on suddenly so in the end din meet.. had sum home-cooked dinner with my family.. hee.. so nice.. we ate wu xiang, herbal chicken and sum veggie.. hehe.. wished i was back home and not in camp everydae... zZz..

weeee..yum yum..

skin of the wu xiang!!!

2008-01-26T19:45:00.000+08:00

hmm...todae had a lot of free time at hand..nth much to do..haha..went home after guard duty and den slack at home until nite..hehe...dats my job..!! to slack!!! haha... at nite went out with my mum to dinner.. we went to bugis.. ate at Sake Teppanyaki!! hehe.. quite nice.. haha.. but still prefer the food court kind.. cause i can't leave without spicy stuff and black pepper!!! =P hehe.. oh well.. one more dae to go back to camp.. sian..

Chicken Set!!!

cooking!!!

2008-01-20T19:25:00.000+08:00

weeee...ate ice cream todae after lunch...the ice cream so cute lor..its from haigen diaz..hehe.. so nice.. the cup looks so cute and small..so fun..i like strawberries and cream!!!buy for me hor..haha..the olivia so irritating..keep bugging me abt milk..haha..nx time i drown her in milk..hahah..i miss her alot..dunnoe when can i see her...dear...where are you??

STRAWBERRIES & CREAM!!!

THE SPOON SO CUTE!!!!

2008-01-19T02:31:00.000+08:00

do all gals sound so cute when they are half asleep???haha... todae i went to rachel's church service..haha..quite a nice place to be in...met quite a few new frens..i was like cannot remember all their names..lol..suddenly so mani ppl in one shot..haha...hmmm...hais..this chinese new year is so boring..juz like last time..might be spending it alone...might as well buy guard duty frm sumone else..still can earn money...still considering...dear..i miss you..

2008-01-13T09:53:00.000+08:00

Everyone asked me whether i miss her or not... stop asking me can!!! YES I MISS HER, I MISS HER ALOT!!!i hope she is back here beside me..but i noe dat request will b too hard for her..haha..even i m not confident dat i will be here if i was her..haha..dis whole week i practically did nth..wanted to catch up with my frens but decided not to..i feel darn alone..absolutely no one talks to me and no one msn me..haha..hais..screwed up..dis is realli a screw up..sumhow i wonder how my life end up dis way??dats a big mystery...from a good life, it dropped to totally dark abyss..its like wtf..i need sumone's guidance..i feel lost without her..

2008-01-05T17:45:00.000+08:00

hmm.. dear... i miss you alot.. when can i see you?? sumtime i sae hurting things i dun even noe.. sori.. forgive me.. i wan my christmas pressie.. where is mine?? haha... i m collecting christmass pressie frm ppl now.. haha.. went out wif olivia, shaun, daniel, jimin and desmond todae.. haha.. we went to watch Alien Vs Predator 2.. it was a lame show.. haha.. all i saw was headshots, headshots and more headshots.. dots... all the alien and predator noe is to aim for the head... lol.. so eeeeeewww... haha.. we went to eat at the Sushi place at B1 of Cathay.. so yucks.. sushi not fresh and only a few varieties.. hais... going back to camp soon...

2007-12-30T19:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm... as the daes goes by.. the time to go back to camp draws near.. i dun wan go back to camp!!! argh!!!!!! i m like enjoying my civilian life now.. sian... tinking of going back there makes me so sian.. hais... why does time pass so slowly!?!!?!?!? zzz.. oh well.. wondering wwat i was doing dis few weeks?? hmm.. here's sum pics for treat!!!

very messy eh??

2007-12-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

weeee... todae went up with my classmates.. haha..miss them so much.. so long nv see dem le.. we went to sakura and ate.. haha.. have to admit.. we were quite noisy.. haha.. especially dat jh.. keep bullying me.. lol.. hmm.. de atmosphere dere was quite nice.. haha... benjamin totally like chiong all the food.. haha.. we were eating and talking and playing... haha.. quite nice... here's sum pics... ^.^ my camera abit lousy arh.. hehe.. pardon me... =P

2007-12-27T14:21:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. todae at nite i went out with Zongxiong, Zhenyao and Daniel.. Had lunch at J8 den after that proceed to our fishing!!!haha.. we went to a place near to bishan park.. there got a old golf course.. its near the salvation army there.. haha.. hmm.. went there prawn-fishing for 1 hours... in the end onli caught one.. lol.. so noob.. i hate the prawns.. everytime eat my bait den nv let me hook them up... zzZz.. haha... quite fun though.. We catched up a little bit and got to know wats happening with each other's lives.. mine's the most complicated de.. all the army stuff and relationship stuff.. haha.. oh well.. dis holidae is for me to restart everything all over again.. press the restart button..! *beep*

2007-12-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

hmmm...todae is Xmas!!! weee...its a day of joy and giving!!! HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! haha.. hmmm.. Juz nice.. When its xmas, u will get pressies.. i got mine!!! i bought myself a NEW W910 phone!!! haha.. dunnoe wats wrong todae.. My mum bought a new phone too.. its Nokia 3110... haha.. quite a lame phone but the FONT IS WAY TOO BIG...LOL.. Its a phone with way BIG font.. haha.. after dat had dinner at a teppanyaki place... its the worst teppanyaki i ever ate.. the pepper like no taste like dat.. yucks.. its at wisma.. shhhh.. dun tell anione i told u all.. =P Enjoy your Christmas everyone.. I wan a WHITE Xmas!!! ~All i want for Christmas is YOU!!!~

2007-12-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

woots!!! its xmas eve.. haha.. time to have sum dinner thingy!! weee.. i bought my pressie for my dearie.. hope to gif her a surprise.. haha.. scare her!!! boooo!!! haha.. hmm.. after that had dinner with my mum.. We went to Novena Square!! The Square 2 there.. wah.. we have pasta at this amazing Jap pasta restaurant called PASTA de WARAKU... haha.. The place was like darrrrrnnn nice.. You all shld go try it out.. its at the first floor of Square 2.. here's sum pics for treat.. hehe..

nice eh??

the menuuuuuuu!!!

lemon squash anione??

wow!!! lots of drinks!!!haha... =P

2007-12-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

hmm.. A lot of my frens sae i look miserable.. they sae i look like shit.. haha.. Issit realli true?? Ever since she left, i was realli sad.. Didn't really took care of myself.. haha.. Oh well.. i miss her.. It is really heartbreaking to see her go like that.. I juz wished she could come back early.. Putting on a smile everyday is so tiring.. Love is like that.. Once a person u loved is gone, a smile is no longer there.. I wonder is she sad that she can't see me?? I juz hope she misses me.. When can i see her again??

2007-12-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

omg..why mus it be a public holidae dat i fall sick.. so sian.. kenna food poisoning.. hais... whyyyyyyyyy!?!?!? i miss my dear taking of me.. where is she?? i wan see her!!! food poisoning plus sore throat.. T.T cannot go out.. so cold... i feel darn terrible.. never been sick like that for so long le.. why!?!?! still got guard duty on 22 dec...

2007-12-17T18:46:00.000+08:00

there she goes..she left my life..i do miss her but couldn't pei her..i juz want to be wif her..she will be back in 6 mths..dats a darn long time..for now, we are separated (not together)..she wans to try other guys..i gif her the freedom to do so..cos i noe i dun wan to control her too much..dear if u are reading this, i wan you to know that i always loved you.. dun forget me kae?? i will b there for you.. i miss you so much.. come back quick.. i will wait for you.. hais.. how will i spend my dec holidaes without her?? guess i will juz go out with my frens..

2007-12-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

i screwed up our last week tgt.. i m such a bastard.. its our last week and i can screw up.. i juz wanted to eat lunch with her and i screwed up.. its my fault.. i know.. i m juz selfish.. hais.. stupid me.. at a bastard... fucked up guy.. oh well.. she might not forgive me animore.. but i still will hold on.. hope she will noe why i did dat.. mayb cos i din tink dats why i screw up.. JUNJIE!!! you fucking stupid guy.. why din you tink before you act?? i thought you always consider the consequences before you act.. go die junjie..

2007-12-09T08:38:00.000+08:00

dis is our last weekend together dear.. i wan to gif you a happy time.... so can we dun quarrel when we go out??? i wan to hug u without anione disturbing us.. dear i juz miss those times so much.. love you so much.. dear.. when u go back to malaysia be careful kae?? mus call me or go msn to find me.. hehe.. lao po.. we will last.. dun worry.. i love you..

2007-11-25T10:06:00.001+08:00

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2007-11-24T14:37:00.000+08:00

hais.. this week is the most impt week and i can't get to come out of camp.. its my bdae and my lao po's bdae.. its the worst sin of all.. not being able to celebrate with her.. i missed her.. now she went back to malaysia.. sad.. i wan her but can't get her.. its ridculous.. i juz go bang the wall n die lah.. hais.. oh well.. i hate NS now.. so stop talking abt how NS is fun!! cos i will kill you for dat... sad.. can't wait for it to end.. another 1 year and 3 mths left.. my social life is screwed up.. i juz wanna go home.. hmm... oh well at least i get to spend my birthdae at home.. if i spend it in camp i will die sia.. weee... i bought my gf pressie and myself a pressie too!!! i even went to Vil'lage to eat!! hehe.. nice sia... i wan FOOD!..

FOOD!!!

MY PRESSIE!!!

2007-11-09T08:36:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. dis week might be the most happiest week ever!!! i finally got my long weekend!!! hehe.. so niceeeeeeeeeee!!! wootS... o.0 hmm.. hope more of dis will come soon.. i wan out of my unit!! there so stressful... haha... next week is my lao po's bdae but i can't pei her so sad.. my unit is totally inhumane.. take leave for family and stuff oso cannot.. hais.. positive exp my foot lah.. i gif u negative and attract u to me want or not?? hais.. how long before dis ends?? and suppose to go back sundae night.. now they wan us to go back on sundae morning.. dun u tink it is ridiculous?? summore wan us come back on sat for rt.. how the heck to pass soc?? basket.. hais so unfair.. get me out quick..

2007-11-04T03:10:00.000+08:00

Yet again its another week.. heard from them that we will be confined next weekend.. then why the heck do i apply for leave on 7 to 9 nov?? waste my leave.. i wanted a long weekend to go back rest.. like dat oso dun wan give me.. hais.. so sians... army is sucking all my life out.. dear.. i wan you.. miss you so much..

2007-10-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

Its been long since i posted.. this week has been quite slack.. nothing much went on.. however.. it was quite depressing, having to be stuck in the army camp for the whole week.. i wonder how mani more daes to go before i could get out of army.. i m realli demoralised.. furthurmore my lao po is going for exams soon, at that time no one will be able to pei me.. so sad.. i hope time passes quickly.. hais.. why mus i b diagnosed with cataract?? i m both happy and sad.. i could down PES but cataract will be a future problem for me.. who would take care of me?? will my lao po realli get married to me?? only time will tell..

2007-10-21T19:55:00.000+08:00

Dear.. to tell you the truth.. i m not feeling happy this week.. was hoping that i can have your company this week but i became more sad.. apparently you tried to piss me off... dear.. please dun do dat.. it hurts me a lot.. i juz wanna spend happy times with you.. aniwae.. gave my dear dear our 1 year and a half anniversary present!! hehe.. i made it myself and i m proud of it!!! haha.. dear i will always love you as always.. hmm.. who wants the present?? haha.. tell me i make one for you.. haha.. depends on mood.. haha..

2007-10-13T18:36:00.000+08:00

dear...i noe recently we aren't happy.. mayb its because u r stressed and i m stressed too.. actually depressed oso.. i dunnoe wat to do without you.. i dun wan hurt you but i juz dunnoe what to do.. forgive me.. and stick with me dear.. together we will get past this.. i wan to hug you and kiss you.. weeee!!! eating my mum's wanton noodle!!! hehe.. it's the best.. mayb its mother's love dats why its good!! who wans?? you can pre-order.. haha.. ^.^

2007-10-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

Lao po.. did i tell you that i dun wan our relationship to end.. I wan us to last forever.. Sorry for what happened todae.. i raised my voice cos i tot u weren't listening to me.. Sorry.. I know it hurt you.. i wan to make up to you.. Dear i will give you sum time to cool down.. sorry.. i know now you are pissed.. Dear i m sorry..

2007-09-30T20:31:00.000+08:00

dear... this week is one of my happiest weeks.. got to see you almost everyday!!! hehe... i wan see you!!! Saturdae me and lao po went to eat Din Tai Feng!!! haha... love the xiao long bao and noodles!!! hehe.. i keep telling lao po dat the noodles is nicer she still wans her fried rice.. haha.. noodles owns your fried rice.. Fridae Got to see lao po's friend.. Quite irritating Guy.. haha.. Quite gayish too.. o.0 haha.. paiseh... no offence.. he is just plain irritating.. haha.. totally tagged along everywhere we go.. haha.. had lunch with lao po and her friend.. i was like totally bored cos they keep talking to each other ignoring me... zzz.. On saturdae nite i went out with olivia, daniel, shaun, desmond, jimin.. haha.. ate Steamboat buffet at Kallang.. Daniel chiong spicy steamboat until he lao sai.. haha.. noob.. o.0 oh well.. going back to NS life soon..

2007-09-23T12:35:00.000+08:00

Going back to camp soon.. lao po busy celebrating her mum's bdae so no one to pei me this weekend.. haha.. oh well.. hmmm.. wei!!! Earnest!!! say want to go sakura de in the end all pang seh!!! basket.. haha.. i waited one whole afternoon.. doing nothing but playing PS2.. Zzz.. haha.. i wan good food!!! oh well.. going to buy donuts next next week!!! haha.. olivia's birthday.. see her poor thing everyday work.. buy her sum donuts lah.. lol.. buy le den put one donut in her face... wahaha!!! i think i m very bad sia.. like to bully people.. olivia say i bully her when its like she keep whacking my head... my lao po oso always say i bully her.. haha.. i can't remember bullying her leh.. hehe.. where got bully?? hehe.. bullying is fun!! at nite we went to eat at a place near serangoon shopping centre.. wanted to bring lao po along too but she busy.. oh well.. now i make her jealous!! hehe... It was a restaurant named Ju Bao.. They serve Hong Kong Crusine! The fish is delicious!!! hehe... Here's sum pics for treat.. ^.^

2007-09-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

dear... i miss you a lot.. dis few daes i m quite sad.. wun get to see you.. mayb u dunnoe.. haha.. cos i called you to de-sad.. but all i got was shouting... haha.. miss you too much.. i noe you are stressed cos of exams and i m willing to let u shout at me to de-stress.. but dear juz wanna let you know let me have time to heal my wounds first.. i wan you to be happy.. cos i love you alot..hope my surprises can make you happy.. no shy animore!! u mus carry my surprise and walk around!! haha.. i wan you.. wan to see you soon... love you always..

2007-09-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

dear... i wan you to be happy.. i wan you to live knowing dat i am always there for you.. i loved you.. lao po i wan spend an eternity with you.. one thing in my life i never regret is loving you and being by ur side making sure you are happy always.. hehe.. lao po..!!! hang on!! i will love you!!! hehe.. muacks..

2007-09-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

hehe... todae went to the IT fair.. haha.. there were lots of cheap stuff there.. wootS.. so cheap until i can't believe it.. laptops selling at 1.2k.. lol.. so much stuff.. haha.. i wanted to buy all of them down!!! hehe.. lao po.. sori.. i looked at gals a lot.. sori.. i can't help but to admire their beauty.. hehe.. darn.. in the end i bought a LE-Mon speaker!!! haha.. it looks super cool!!! it costs $35!! haha.. show u all the pic!!.. haha.. time to test it out!! hehe.. cyaaaaa...

2007-08-31T13:19:00.000+08:00

lao po juz left singapore to go malaysia.. i m all alone here... haha.. hmm.. wanted to spend the weekend with her but she's not here.. oh well.. woah.. driving was fun.. haha.. went out on the public road.. hmm.. it is not so bad after all.. my instructor sae i drove veri well!!! haha.. got medal or not??? haha.. hmm.. well.. driving owns.. haha.. lao po dun be sad.. there's always another chance.. the present can wait.. i onli need you.. ^.^ hmm.. i wan go IKEA!!! who wans to go with me?? haha.. i've got the urge to see furniture!! haha..

2007-08-29T09:09:00.000+08:00

lao po.. i know your handphone is important to you.. sorry.. its just that i want us to enjoy more time together alone just before i have to go back into army again.. haha.. oh well.. its ok.. i will support you all the way!!

2007-08-19T12:56:00.000+08:00

hmmm... time passes they sae... this week was like 3 weeks to me.. haha.. so long... got to book out yesterdae and then todae i have to book in again.. hais.. i wanna stay out!!! miss my lao po so much.. guess wat?? me and my lao po are "officially" married... haha.. now she's my lao po and i m her lao kong.. haha.. ytd watch the fireworks... its like super nice.. we both had a romantic nite.. wished time stopped there.. haha.. was so nice.. oh well.. tonite still have to do highway code homework.. sians... let ns pass soon.. i dun wanna stay in NS mode.. haha..

2007-08-18T13:55:00.000+08:00

finally got to book out.. haha... so sian... went driving course!!! can't wait to book out to see dear... haha.. the drivers inside were quite slack.. haha.. compared to my jurong camp there.. they are world's apart.. haha.. hmm.. the bad thing is we have to stay in.. and only book out on saturdae.. so sian.. hope they quickly change the ruling.. haha.. wished i could book out like usual... i going taiwan and australia!! weeeeee... so fun!!! haha... excercises rox!!!

2007-08-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

todae my lao po came back from malaysia!!! i missed her so much.. hehe.. got lots of huggies and kissy from her.. haha.. we went to watch rush hour 3.. haha.. it was a super funni movie.. so lameeeee... especially the french man and the nun part.. haha.. jackie chan and chris tucker was cursing and swearing at the french man calling each other names by the help of the nun who translate wat the french man was talking abt them.. haha.. so lame.. after the movie we went fish manhattan!!! again!!! haha.. ordered fish and chips.. din realli ate much.. haha.. too full i guess.. sori lao po.. i shldn't have agitate u.. spoiled ur dae... i love u loads.. after that i sent her home.. haha.. hmmm.. going to book in tml le.. see you guys at 3rd signal battlion at jurong west!! haha.. so far lor i have to go to boon lay lor.. sians.. why never post me to sumwhere closer!!!! haha.. hope to see my jc frens soon.. haha... nites..

2007-08-11T18:16:00.000+08:00

Wow... today i had lunch with jiewei... my long lost secondary school friend.. haha.. oh my god.. he grown until super tall le.. haha... aniwae jiewei.. jiayou!!! hope you and ur gf stay happy together always!!! haha.. we ate at fish manhattan.. i try and post a pic for you allto see!! it was not bad.. haha... ordered a platter for two... ^.^ love the oysters.. haha.. i dun normally eat oysters but then i went of my way and ate oysters!! yum yum!! haha... after that we went bugis street.. haha.. guess wat??? i saw jiahui there!!! omg... with 'kim' hair.. lol.. why u go hk never buy gift for me??? haha.. i wan gift!!! haha.. and u scold me bai chi!! haha.. got miss you a bit lah.. haha..i wan go eat steamboattttttt!!! quick let's all go eat steamboat!!! for now.. i will juz stare at my computer and stone.. cyaz..

2007-08-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. wanted so much to go overseas.. Seeing all my frens go overseas one by one.. i m getting jealous of them!!! Can't wait to ORD den go overseas with my lao po... haha... Anione wanna come along?? Preferabably a group of six will do.. haha.. Book with me!!! Departure date will be after 16 March 2009!!! haha... ^.^ so long... Zzz.. i wan go quick... sians.. i wan go now.. who wans go overseas contact me now.. i wan go so many places!!! best is romantic ones.. those dat you know something will happen between you two when you both are alone together.. hehe.. exciting!!!

2007-08-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

national dae is over.. the fireworks died down.. was hoping dat i could watch the fireworks with her.. how romantic will it be.. but sad.. i was confined to my home watching it from my window alone.. so sad.. life is so sad.. i wan her to be here now.. how i hope she had never gone back.. i could hug her and watch the fireworks.. not much enjoyment now.. now waiting for her to come back.. i love you lao po..

2007-07-29T08:30:00.000+08:00

I love you dear... so much that sumtimes it gets hurting.. i noe you are veri confused... juz bear in mind dat i realli love you.. I dun wan u to go!!!! stay with me?? Lao po... i miss you.. My love for her is so strong dat nobody can replace her.. You gals can try to replace her.. But u will noe that you will never replace the place that she has in my heart.. Who tinks dat she can replace her.. you can come and try it out.. But beware.. u might get hurt badly... ^.^ Dear wat i wan to sae to you is that i love you a lot..

2007-06-14T15:12:00.000+08:00

i miss her a lot... when will she be back i do not noe.. everytime she goes to malaysia i was left alone here.. so bored so lonely.. so alone.. she din noe why i hope she will be back at 20th.. i wan to gif her a gift.. a gift frm the bottom of my heart.. its a surprise.. for her.. if she doesn't come back on the 20th... i would keep the present in my heart.. for it is a momento that reminds me of wat happened.. will she realli come back for me?? i do not noe.. oh well.. pray hard junjie.. luck is wat u need now.. and mayb hope she realli love you dat much that she will come back...

2007-05-13T13:16:00.000+08:00

2007-02-20T16:30:00.000+08:00

lao po.. i enjoyed valentine's dae with u.. Wondering did you enjoyed it?? A lot of daes have passed since i last saw u.. wondering wat happened to you and when will you have time for me?? Hope u read dis post.. so u can go back to ur old loving self and care abt me once more.. hope to hear from u soon.. i miss you a lot.. <3

2007-02-12T23:33:00.000+08:00

dear...!!! i love you.. can u not have thoughts of us breaking up?? It took me quite hard to bring u back... i have feelings for you.. i dun wan it to end... Pls!!! dun leave me!!! i wan us to spend our this anniversary together and the next anniversary and the next and the next and the next and ...... I wan spend all my time with u!! aniwae.. work everydae is ever boring!!! i miss my frens in jc.. miss the times i have with them.. to speak the truth.. i will sumtimes miss the times when i m single.. cos i m so free.. can do anithing i wan.. dun have anione to get jealous.. deaar... dun get angry.. i still like being with you.. everything changed when u have a gf.. i learnt how to care for a gal!!! i can use it on other gals le!! juz kidding!!! haha.. i wanna care for my gf for the rest of my life..

2007-02-04T09:19:00.000+08:00

I worry for her everydae.. She doesn't seem to know it.. I m juz afraid dat something might happen to her.. its not that i dun trust her.. if realli sth did happen.. what will happen to me?? Did she ever thought of that? She dun wan me to send her home.. When she goes home at 10 plus pm.. Haha.. wat a joke.. how can u tell me not to worry? unless she is like super strong.. Oh well.. mayb she realli doesn't understand my intentions.. Issit wrong for a bf to send her gf home? She used to be so gentle... But now, she has changed.. I juz feel that i m in her way.. Oh well.. aniwae i rarely see her now too.. shld i let her go slowly bah? lao po pls gif me an answer.. ^.^

2007-01-24T19:23:00.000+08:00

So sian... everyday have to make my way down to redhill which is my work place.. After that it is slacking time.. haha.. today i slept for 4 hours until lunch time then i woke up for lunch.. so little things to do but so much money for me to collect.. haha.. $.6.39/hr?? haha.. pay us to slack onli.. sians... I want to go out with my jc frens again!!! And yes.. i quarrelled with her again.. aiya.. this time is the many times in a month le.. hais.. She made me like want to break with her summore.. If realli break should i find a new one at my work place?? Hais.. i don't wanna break.. come back pls my lao po.. T.T Work is still sianSss!! mondae to fridae 8.30am-5.30pm.. lol.. luckily saturdae dun need work.. phew.. i miss her so much.. my lao po..

2007-01-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

yooo!! i m back from china!! haha.. china was fun and cold.. o.0 the land of the chinese.. it is so like my place.. haha.. i like it there.. the climate, the people, the society and stuff.. the only thing i dun like is the food.. haha.. the food there is ultra super salty and oily.. hehe.. their oil is free there.. bought quite a lot of stuff for my frens.. haha.. i tink u all will like the small handicrafts from china.. hehe.. aniwae.. thx jh and lishan for the shirt!!! hehe.. the design looks like rabbits but then i m still not sure abt wat exactly it is.. haha.. o.0 hey people!! next time you wan go on a holidae.. you shld try china.. dun worry.. you dun need to bring your own toilet paper.. their toilets there are still acceptable!! and they do have doors in the cubicles.. lol..

2006-12-16T08:01:00.000+08:00

dear... i was hurt when i heard you saying that you regretted having me as your boyfriend.. maybe u sae in a moment of folly.. but these things cannot be joked around neither can it be refunded when it is said.. i hope you will understand how i feel towards you.. i really do think of you every second.. i picture you always in my mind.. i know you might feel different, but i juz wanna let you know how i feel.. Dear, You must search deep in your heart and ask yourself. Do you really love me that much?? Do you really like me in the first place?? You might think otherwise when you found the answer deep down in your heart.. I need some assurance.. maybe not some but a lot of assurance bah.. knowing you are those who do not express your feelings.. i would hope for the day when you could assured me to arrive.. i hope the next time i ask you whether you regret having me, it would be a completely different answer..

2006-12-15T12:13:00.000+08:00

i wanna show her concern everydae.. i wanna let her know my existence.. she keep rejecting it.. dear... can juz let me care for u? weeee.. another 3 more daes b4 i go china!! haha.. i try to buy souveniers for all of u!! haha... China will be fun... eat until my stomach burst!!! hehe... =P aiya.. who wan send me off b4 i go china?? gif me a call to let me know u are coming.. haha.. i dun tink anione will come aniwae.. haha.. ask for the sake of asking onli.. =P hehe...

2006-12-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

todae went wild wild wet with my dear.. haha.. she never go there before.. den its like she was totally amazed by every single ride dat we sit.. as usual.. wild wild wet onli got 5 rides.. lol.. like escape like dat so little rides.. u all shld go try the ulah-lah.. Haha.. i enjoy laughing at my dear as she scream when she sit the ride and go down.. haha.. so funni watching ppl suffer!!! =P den i sit the slide down its like always so fast.. den she sit she always go down veri slow.. mayb cos she heavier bah.. =P hehe.. plae with her until i out of energy.. din noe gals got so much energy one.. tired.. o.0 aiyo.. kenna sunburn sia.. all my dear's fault.. tell her not to stay there so long le.. den now i sunburn le!!! T.T whole back all red.. Aiya.. my leg oso kenna a lot of injuries due to the shiok river.. dots lor.. the floor like so rough one.. lol.. juz slide past den kenna scratch le.. sianS.. now i m lobster le.. weeeee... do not eat me pls...

2006-12-06T08:02:00.000+08:00

Memories of us kissing, hugging and having fun.. All these makes me smile when i recall these memoires.. You are the one who build these memoires for me.. You are the one who gave me these memories.. You are the only one whom i have these memories for.. You are the only one belonging to these memories.. You make my life wonderful.. We share our woes and weals together.. When i don't have enough money to have a meal, you would accompany me by not eating too.. You are my everything throughout this few months.. I love you.. Dear.. Stay happy.. Hope you see this.. =P

2006-12-04T09:17:00.000+08:00

sumtimes i juz wanna tell her that pls understand me a bit.. cos i oso have feelings.. after quarreling with my mum u can't expect me to be in a good mode.. of course when i meet her den i give black face, its like normal cos i m still in a foul mode.. she never told me she was late and den i have to take the blame.. i noe she tried to tell me she will be late when she called during the time i was arguing with my mum.. but then do u noe that i dunnoe anithing if u never sae anithing at all?? its like am i suppose to noe wat you are going tell me over the phone when u call me?? then she din even attempt to call me back.. to realli tell me she will be late.. and when i reach there to find no one is there, how would you feel?? she might feel its ok.. but for me, a person who likes punctuality.. it might be a different matter... oh well.. another downhill one... ^.^

2006-11-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

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2006-11-21T11:35:00.000+08:00

it is our 7th month together.. and we quarrel again.. sumtimes after we quarrel.. i dun understand how she can act if nothing has happened.. i realli dun understand.. sumtimes she sae i m insensitive.. LoL.. but i tink i m over-sensitive.. she keeps mani things to herself.. wans me to ask her multiple times b4 she says anything.. den when i realli ask her multiple times she gets fed up.. when i m seriously doing things she jokes around and makes jokes dat are sarcastic and hurting.. den when i dun care abt her jokes she says i ignore her.. she talks as if i dun care abt her.. how u define sensitive?? being able to read ur mind without even interacting with u?? That is like impossible with ur taste and likes everydae changing... Even so, human mind is a complex structure.. Even the most intelligent of the intelligent can't read people's mind.. i dunnoe wat kind of bf she wans.. but i tink i m not the one she wans.. oh well.. i juz have to wait for her to get fed up and break with me one dae.. the rest i will let nature takes its course.. it is juz going downhill..

2006-11-08T16:33:00.000+08:00

dear.... i dun wanna be treated the same way as ur fren.. i wan special 'previliges'... although i noe sumtimes u wanna make everything go out well but then in this world things dun go out this way.. u have to be biased sumtimes.. can u gif me sum special 'previliges'? at least care for me more.. always because of ur frens we have to cancel our outings.. why does it have to be dis way?? Can ps ur frens on sum outings or not?? haha...

2006-11-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

dear... no matter how sad u are... u have to know that i m always there for u... share ur troubles with me!!!! T.T i will always love u... care for u is wat i do and only can do for u... pls tell me what ur troubles are.. no matter wat happens i m there.. gif me a ring and i will calm u down... my job is to entertain... haha...!!! you are my only one!!!! =P

2006-10-25T20:11:00.000+08:00

i m so madly in love with her..!!! but yet she keeps hurting me and i keep hurting her... when will we start to juz sae watever we have in mind?? Now she is off to malaysia while i stay in singapore to take my A levels.. All i can do is sms her how much i love her everydae.. I dun hope for ani answer in return cos b4 she went to malaysia she sae she might dun wan to rply my msg cos i hurt her too much.. oh well.. in this period, i need her most.. Now dis period i might juz like anione who could juz comfort me... stressed yet no one to talk to... i noe she wun rply msg cos she juz dun wan to get hurt again.. couples quarelling is normal.. oh well.. i dun wanna leave her but she make me juz wanna ignore her.. i juz hope she wuld come back soon.. Mayb she wuld juz sae a "i love you" to me, it would juz keep my heart... i wish i have the chance to be alone with her and sit there frm morning to nite juz saying "i love u" to her non-stop..

hais...

2006-10-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

hais... she still doesn't trust me.. after all that talk abt will share everything with me, i still dun get all the sharing stuff.. nvm... life's juz like dat... mayb i shld not share with her too.. haha.. it is always over the phone dat she suddenly cries or sth den i dunnoe wat to do.. its onli after she tells me she cried den i noe.. by that time, i alreadi going to put down the phone or sth alreadi... shld i gif more trust to her? dat's a question i dunnoe.. oh well.. dunnoe wat time will she tell me what exactly is she tinking.. i can't even predict that.. all of a sudden she cries.. she's one tough person to predict...

2006-09-05T10:34:00.000+08:00

I cannot tell these thoughts but then writing is a better way to express. I see her slowly leaving me, I see her getting snatched away, I see her walked away from me... But then i cannot do anything, I never want to restrict her freedom. So i can only let her go quietly and hope that she will come back to me. Letting her go is painful but still i hope she is happy. Love is that painful, but I still like that feeling. I am so afraid to lose her but she doesn't know i face these fears everyday, every moment i spent with her. I have fell so deeply in love with her. If we really break up, it will be devastating. That's why, every moment i spent with her i take it as the last. All i want is her by my side, she doesn't have the time i guess i have to make do with myself. Time, the most crucial factor she doesn't have. So hard to find time to spend with her alone. Am i drifting away from her? Or is it she doesn't trust me anymore? Furthurmore, she keeps everything to herself... Hard to tell what she is thinking and what she really think of me.. I just can sense she keeps a lot of things from me.. So many questions yet so little answers.. i just don't want it end so quickly or maybe i just don't want it to end.. I love her.. Really love her... But this is something she wouldn't understand... Should i give her up? Please give me an answer....

Memories

2006-09-05T02:03:00.000+08:00

the days passed by, leaves dropped one by one from trees... time flows and never return... Can we turn back time? No, i do not think that's possible.. We tend to realise how valuable is a thing when we lose it... To me, what is most valuable, is memories... Memories is what made up humanity. Memories is what make life interesting and at the same time disappointing. You can say everyone has memories. You also have the choice to choose whether to keep the memory or not. Sad to say, people would not rather keep the sad ones. To me, sad memories and happy memories are just as important. Both contains experience that will help us learn more. The most painful memory is when you lose your loved ones. That pain is undescribable. Memories are my best treasures... They keep me company... Thru those times that when i m down...

dieee...

2006-08-01T15:23:00.000+08:00

Where did all the smart people in this world go to? Why do i see people do stupid things? Is it cos I could see a much clearer picture den these ppl that they reject my opinion and think dat opinion is stupid? I juz wanna help them but they juz reject my ideas although my idea was the better one... How i wish i could have a world of my own... It will be a world where there is peace and only the fittest survive... Everything there is all about results... U dun perform, out u go... That is my world... I dislike people who do idiotic things... No one approves of my intelligence because they think they are smarter den me... They will regret... They will soon see...

2006-06-26T08:52:00.000+08:00

omGgg!!!! exams started liao... zzz i havent even completed my revision yet.... owninG!!! we are going to get owned during the examSss.. i spent so much time on studying chem i din even touch on other subjects... oh no... i m so dead... but luckily i got one less subject to worry!!! dats mathS!!! hahha... =P because of this exam i so long never see my darling le... i hope the exam ends soon sia... quick end lah!!!

training!!

2006-06-12T10:04:00.000+08:00

omG!!! it's like training everydae... 3 more weeks to our competition.... haha... gonna chiong training until siao... mus win cj!!! hehe... i aspire to do dat... hope can win and get around the middle position so our future j1s can have good training... heard that if we can get middle position out of all the jcs we can get new weapons and equipment!! hehe...

j1s we will work hard for u!!! gambatte!!!... hais... so busy with training and homework that i neglected her... oh well... mus make it up to her... at most everydae go out with her onli mah... =P aiyo... gtg training again liao... zzz chiong arh!!!!!!!!

zzz

2006-05-29T11:07:00.000+08:00

woW... i so long never blog liaO... need to change blog skin soon oso... haha.... ^.^ haiS... my darling went to malaysia... 1 more dae b4 she comes back... zzz so long... realli miss her siA... Hehe... pre-u sem is oso starting le... haha... todae is the first rehearsal.. haha... going NuS!!! weeeee... i wan go see how big issit... =P darling come back soon...

2006-04-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

wooHoO...!!! hehe... shE accEptEd mE!!! haha.... =P diS might be the happiest daE of my lifE... o.O This signals the start of a beautiful relationship... haha.... i will shOw heR the carE and concerN shE deserveS.. =P.. i can't wait to see her every morning when i go to skool.... hope dis relationship will lasT!!! =P